I'M BACK
& HAVING A GREAT TIME DYING
or itki felt like dying 13020-13022 [Western Slope Calendar]
after throat cancer, surgery, chemo, radiation hell-in-a-handbasket
hernia, mild 1-day Covid, nasty 3-week Front Range cold, prostate surgery
& then two weeks purgatory tethered by my shrunken urethra to a urine bag
now itki's back to feeling like a great time again
'cuz I got that goddam' catheter out in spite of the morning's crystogram scare
where a leaky bladder showed up again & I expected -- going cross town from Grand
Junkyard's St. Mary's to the Urological Associates of Western Colorado by the Mall
I expected to be sent down hell's escalator into the self-swamp of (at last) depression
but where instead hell's bells a swarm of good docs conferred & gave the good nurse
the greenlight to pull the fucker out. Or the fuck-stopper. Or whatever
was left of my onceuponatime major pleasure center
Now itki's back to having a great time again
until the next inferno disaster mass killing catastrophe brings me
bring us
face-to-face with DEATH that for some lucky few
sits on our left shoulder like an angel
EXPECTED NON-EXEMPT NINTH LIFE DEMISE
RESURRECTED
I've re-energized this dormant sleepingbear Art Goodtimes blogspot
with itki's cache of old Telluride UP BEAR CREEK columns from years past
that have outlasted the vagaries of shape-shifting hometown newspapers
cutthroat corporate publishers, a challenging Job-esque Scylla&Charybdus two-years
& my deep-rooted, pre-scholastic procilivity for an archive of congeries
The idea?
To start sharing with friends & family what's most important to me
POETREE
which as my good bardic condor compadre Kush might say
Is the Heart at LIBER TEA
Here's a new performance work-in-progress that plays off of
the etymological explorations of the late Tom Jay of the Pacific Northwest
& my big stage run-on rant style, with repetitive structural tropes scattered about.
Itki goes after Christianity
& our American obsession with comfort & "happy" endings
as if there was nothing we couldn't fix
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S