I'M BACK
& HAVING A GREAT TIME DYING
or itki felt like dying 13020-13022 [Western Slope Calendar]
after throat cancer, surgery, chemo, radiation hell-in-a-handbasket
hernia, mild 1-day Covid, nasty 3-week Front Range cold, prostate surgery
& then two weeks purgatory tethered by my shrunken urethra to a urine bag
now itki's back to feeling like a great time again
'cuz I got that goddam' catheter out in spite of the morning's crystogram scare
where a leaky bladder showed up again & I expected -- going cross town from Grand
Junkyard's St. Mary's to the Urological Associates of Western Colorado by the Mall
I expected to be sent down hell's escalator into the self-swamp of (at last) depression
but where instead hell's bells a swarm of good docs conferred & gave the good nurse
the greenlight to pull the fucker out. Or the fuck-stopper. Or whatever
was left of my onceuponatime major pleasure center
Now itki's back to having a great time again
until the next inferno disaster mass killing catastrophe brings me
bring us
face-to-face with DEATH that for some lucky few
sits on our left shoulder like an angel
EXPECTED NON-EXEMPT NINTH LIFE DEMISE
RESURRECTED
I've re-energized this dormant sleepingbear Art Goodtimes blogspot
with itki's cache of old Telluride UP BEAR CREEK columns from years past
that have outlasted the vagaries of shape-shifting hometown newspapers
cutthroat corporate publishers, a challenging Job-esque Scylla&Charybdus two-years
& my deep-rooted, pre-scholastic procilivity for an archive of congeries
The idea?
To start sharing with friends & family what's most important to me
POETREE
which as my good bardic condor compadre Kush might say
Is the Heart at LIBER TEA
Here's a new performance work-in-progress that plays off of
the etymological explorations of the late Tom Jay of the Pacific Northwest
& my big stage run-on rant style, with repetitive structural tropes scattered about.
Itki goes after Christianity
& our American obsession with comfort & "happy" endings
as if there was nothing we couldn't fix
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S
Glad you're back, Art, and out ahead of the rest of us on the path to.
ReplyDeleteahead, aheart, behind & in front. itki's good to take it all in
DeleteWonderful that you're out and about again, free ranging.
ReplyDeletesuch a gift to be given a bit more time in this amazing world
DeleteWonderful news, paleowarrior! 🙏
ReplyDeletemy kids are particularly glad, as they want me around a bit longer and I'm happy either way -- more of this heavenly world (with all itki's joys & ills) or a dive into the mystery
DeleteGreat to hear you are back at what you love. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
ReplyDeletethank you, Unknown. itki feels good. more time to cause more trouble and learn to stay with them, as Donna Haraway suggests
DeleteI’m glad I’m back too for however long it lasts, this amazing life
ReplyDeleteAmazing life indeed, brother Art.
ReplyDeleteBack to back...belly to belly...it's a zombie jamboree...
xo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qf41YiUNSY&t=1s
it's a jamboree with zombies and thaumaturges, belly to belly, back to back. and you, my friend, are definitely a thaumaturge
DeleteSpike Lee -- terrific. I love the things you pull out of the air, Paolo. One day we're going to have to do a poetry reading together...
DeleteDon't mess with me, mushroom head; you know damn well itke is Colorado Pig Latin.
ReplyDeleteHa-ha, frogger. I'm outed
DeleteFree rangin' goodtimes paelohippie!
ReplyDeleteYou got my number
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